Your son will be hanging out with hoy ploy; fellas that will support each other “up the line”its not what you know, its who you know”- and who said that? You did of course!
It was his “idea” to switch schools; so he does have “ambition”; hidden perhaps but the “idea of being rich was/is the motivator of course”
Rich people do not make money working; they make it by “investing” as you well know! your mother wouldnt know that of course! why? something missing of course! she only knows that money is meant to “spend” -when she leaves this world, what will be seen on the “balance sheet” will be a pile of 00000000’s.
I am thrilled to know that Nicholas “on his own” made it happen! you will find a load of aaa’s and bbbb’s in his performance in his new environment.
Why? because of self motivation; nothing can complete with self motivation; how do I know? it appears that all of my brothers are/were self motivators – perhaps my generation – taking nothing and making something out of it – however, what I wrote in a way doesnt show that literally since I personally directly and indirectly “made it possible for them and some of their kids” to live in socalled “grand manner”!
Who knows what the “future may bring”?
Only “the Shadow Knows” of course.
Nothing “ventured; nothing gained” The “wisdom” of my channel which existed with me “from birth of course” -guided my life, indirectly your life, the life of your mother – had absolutely nothing to do with your brother Steven of course; his is a wasted life – like many “wasted lives” – why his soul decided to “come back” is beyond me, other than to curse me and perhaps your mother for being “bad parents” which neither of us were in truth. Neither of us abused him in any way; and that is true for you also. I accuse your mother of course when she “forced me to allow her to go to college” – she set it all up of course – Mrs Weiss , tuition that money I made was there for four yrs. If I refused at that time, what would have happened to our marriage? The answer was there wide open for anyone to see, my marriage would have “been hell”; propf of t hat that result happened ten yrs latter, as soon as she was proclaimed as a PHd – I wasnt in her “class” any longer -sje went looking for PHd’s; I was now expemdable. Loyalty? Love? what’s that?
Human nature is it human? Or is it something else?
Egpcemtricity rules our world ; the world of “human nature” Your mother is a perfect example of “human nature” –
and you know others who are also examples of “human nature” to be sure.
You have heard this story many times of course, most likely tired of me repeating it, that I am sure, so why do I continue doing so?
I do it so because I cant believe that “people could be like that”! even though I am proof of it (your mother of course) – ! How can people be so “selfish”?
but then my mother your bobie was like tht to the highest degree, on the same level as your mother but more so; she would cut your throat for a “buck” Your uncle is like that also! What kind of people are like that?
I know that you can rattle off names of people like that of course, and say “that s par for the course” they are “not exceptions at all; the are the rule; the social system that we live in today, and yesterday, nothing new, nothing to consider or feel upset over!
Well I am upset over it have been for years – even though I have experienced it beyond the confines of my personal life, i.e. Stephen, and your mother; my brother George who I never liked even as a kid – his egocentricity was noticeable at a very young age – I liked my father since he “had no ego at all” – worked with him for six yrs; never saw any resemblance to ego at all.
My brother Dave is also an egoless type of person; totally dominated by his firstand second wife of course – he is an admirable person –
So it seems that I refuse to “bend” to the notion of “that is the way it is” because that “notion” is contemptible to the highest degree and I will not “lower” my self esteem by “bowing down to it”
Another reason why I want “my own blog” ; my site is practically written off since I have no control over it – allowed contemptible egos to run it !
Altruism does not exist on this planet earth – never did exist on this planet eartj – because planet earth”s frequency is “not conducive to “truth”
Truth in its “true sense” and the word Ego – have nothing in common!
Truth requires “altruism” – thus where there is no altruizm there is no “truth”!
Why does truth require altruism, which when properly defined means – “loving others first, before loving oneself” Something that is not only strange, but incomprehensible for even the most informed educated person alive today!
THUS TRUTH CANNOT EXIST ON THE PLANE OF EXISTENCE WE CALL MOTHER EARTH, regarding the behavior of socalled human beings.
SELFISHNESS is the rule, not the exception!
How do I know? I have lived it all of my life – up to the age of 90!
Sensitivity is what’s missing of course and what is sensitivity? Egos lack sensitivity because with it there cannot be any ego!
Egos thrive on the fact that egos lack sensitivity. i.e. my mother , your mother lacked sensitivity to the highest degree because when it came to who “gets their way” – they always come first! Regardless of “what is etc.
In truth, people like my mother, your mother, had to depend on the “power over” others to feed their ego needs; they lacked their own inner powers; people like that are mighty sickminded people and you and I see tht all of the time of course!
What happened with bobie’s soul when her physical ego body died; that is a very good question mark of course. She fought death mightedly since I was there witnessing that event; it was frightening, fierce, and tortures – I dont want to witness any event like that in the future; she was not peaceful.;- Milton had a person come that was able to prepare her properly for her new life! As soon as he arrived, he used good energy that allowed her to “die peacefully”.
Your mother already prepared herself when she came to me as you well know, and asked for forgiveness; which I gave her. I did not forgive her “acts” since they could”not be forgiven”; egos are not meant to be forgiven, but destroyed!
The socalled “evils of the world” are ego motivations of course – Satan<Devil and similar terms are all egocentric methods of control – bobie, and your mother, exemplified these evil forces – unknowingly of course!
Lying, cheating, stealing and a host of other “evils” – masterly connived to appear as if “normal”;- hoodwinks people into believing that – its ok since “everyone does it”