“Purpose” is as important, for without either, experiencing “success” is  an “impossibility” Despite being “loaded down” with responsibilities, keeping “eyes on the prize” must always be “on top of the ledger”
# 2
  Success will depend thus ; how long it takes to become “superconscious” as mentioned above depends on how much “energy” teh person puts into this “quest”.
So the person who has more enthusiasm, drive, dedication, energy of course time expended, makes all the difference.  So being “intense in the practice” is the thing to do; this should not be confused with “being compulsive etc. which has nothing to do with this particular practice  Compulsivity is the opposite of what should be done, one has a mental emotional problem compulsivity of course, the other has quite the opposite, the motive, purpose is the opposite trying to be one with the ONE
#3  Other ways of attaining Superconsciousness
The “here and now principle” also works!  This is my person method, I have an unshakeable belief in all of my “outcomes”; both physical mental emotional and spiritual.  Do not allow negativity  to “take over my consciousness”, if and when it does happen, this “unshakeable belief in the outcome” comes to the “fore”  How this all works for me personally, its kind of a realization which  includes concepts, my beliefs and also my thinking mechanizm – they work in harmony to wipe out all negative forces.
However for people who dont do this, many are self-deluded because they may have “low consciousness” which prevents them from doing so. I had a reading over thirty five or so yrs ago by MetaPhyscians that had a system of determining what “level of consciousness a person came int and it appears my level was around 360; in contrast to levels that start at  100 and over. At the 300 or more level, the metaphysical level, my ability to control the negative forces are stronger than the lower levels of consciousness. According to my reading I should increase my level to about 400 before I leave this planet.  The reason why only one or two percent of the worlds population lives “and dies ” in an ego state which deals with the lowest state of consciousness one hundred and up. Beyond 200 the ego has been discovered to be an enemy, not a friend; the person then begins to find ways to eliminate their ego.  Over 400, magical things happen that go far beyond the confines of our material world propensities.  Personally I have had magical things happen which proves that point!
#3  Level of Awareness,(SuperConsciousness)
means that this “attainment” makes it possible for the person to Identify with the top energy; the Absolute, which means that the individual deals with life the opposite than the ego person; they have “nothing in common” in regard to “what is”  – they see the word “unhappiness, see the words Cause and Effect differently than ego people etc. The worlds have “nothing in common” Its exactly as mentioned in my introductories: One deals exclusively with their right hemisphere determinations; the other using the left hemisphere determinations –  ego=left   soul=right
Just a thought something to “ponder”.  the intuitive right brain hemisphere person, whose consciousness “rating” goes beyond 250 and higher, their view of the world, is 100% different than those with lower readings.  No ego would “believe” in anything that smacks of what we call the “infinite”; wont have anything to do with the word psychic , metaphysics, readings, astrology etc. etc. for them “these methodologies are nonsense, fake etc.; their belief system follows on the path of their strong  EGOCENTIRC  beliefs, their “left hemisphere where their amygdala resides”. the Amygdala if you look up the word, is a small organ of sorts in back of the  left side of the brain, it deals exclusively with the word “survival”; does not recognize anything that smacks of love, of anykind; just wants to survive any which way. There is no jurisprudence involved with the amygdala; everything goes survival is all thats important.!  Ego people, even the ones who pray constantly etc. their skulls have an amygdala there which means, that their need for survival will be the “boss” when the “chips” ar down  Prayers then? wont mean a thing, high falooting beliefs, wont mean a things; the person “turns mean, ugly etc” for survival purposes.  In contrast high consciousness people KNOW whats going on “all of the time” since they are not listening to their amygdala, they are listening to their higher superconscious self, their SOUL!  They are liberated people of course, liberated from what?  their ignoble ego of course; from their misguided belief systems of course etc.

Second Lesson

This lesson   emphasis  the fact that people wanting to improve their life, statuswise or otherwise  depend  on using “their mental faculties, overlooking the “real energy force called the Life Force which should be the “directing “force” in their lives, out of “ignorance of course”  By using “concentration correctly” this “pitfall” is obviated,controlled. Meditation prevents  this mental involvement in time of course from happening.  It must be understood that the purpose of meditating primiarly is to “connect with this “Life Force” –  that is why the frequency called “alpha/theta” is so important.  The difference between the mental acuity and  the higher level acuities deals “primarily with the fact that the memta; intellectual, reason,logic,intellect cant go beyond the lowest stage of development, the frequency called beta.  Once a person is capable of “raising their frequency which is the same as “raising their consciousness” “only then” are they able to deal “directly with the Life Force” and not before.  Its like two cities, one city for whatever reason has “low Life Force” the other his high “Life Force” One is Multi-dimensional, can go to anywhere in our Universe and into other Universes since the definition of multi-dimensional means that!  You might say that it is “truly Universe in its capabilities; while the other is “relative, the socalled part in contrast to the Whole” which is not relative –  unfortunately the world we live in basically speaking that is the people of course, are only “familiar with the part/ the relative notion of what reality is all about, in contrast to the whole which represent the Universal; multidimensional world.The difference is based on vibration which we call frequencies.  The alpha/theta frequencies are from 14 to 7 seconds per minute; the egocentrically inclined frequencies, the socalled relative/parts freqiemcu os frp, 21-14 which prevents egocentric people from gaining “inner knowledge” in contrast to what they depend on “outer knowledge” using egosystems of determing “what is”  Thus incapable of going “beyond” into the higher spheres of innate “learning” etc.  Innate “learning” is  “intuitive of course” outer knowledge is not needed to ascertain “truth” –  TRUTH of course understood thru the aegis of the word “consciousness” rather than knowledge per se.  In time we will get more understanding/discernment in regard to this word “consciousness”; a truly magical, mysterious “concept” of which I believe is the “foundation for all of ManKind”; unfortunately unheard of in this ego world of “confusion and misrepresentation” of the word “TRUTH”.

To continue:
Many “sages” humans with “high consciousness” and by the way there are proven ways of determining the “level of consciousness” of human beings; I personally got involved with this “way” over forty years ago when I went to California after retiring from my ego life of business.  My “channel” gave me the insight to do so of course; as a matter of fact my channel ran the three business I was in before I retired.
At the age of fifty, and as a child of four or five was told that my life would change at the age of fifty for the better of course – which proves to me that me and my channel whatever that is, and it tells me that it is my “soul” which I accept with “honor’.  Karma is a living fact and as we all know there karma cannot exist without believing in “past lives”.  And past lives cannot exist unless we believe in the concept of incarnation and re-incarnation which recently has been proven by a well know doctor of psychiatry, unmistakenly so!  So where does that leave the disbelievers?  Out into the “outhouse” where they belong  of course – that is until they awaken to the “fact” that life cannot be destroyed, for to destroy life you would be destroying the one thing that gives life, as mentioned above, the LIFE FORCE, can never be destroyed despite the foolishness of estranged scientists whose ego is larger than the Empire State Bldg, puffed up baboons of course!
It appears that us humans think that everything deals exclusively with us, with the me we call ourselves – is that the truth?  Of course not!  That is the reason why over 98% or so percent of the people that live on this planet are hidebound egos!  Know nothing about the Life Force despite their socalled religious beliefs that customs,traditions “forced them into at birth”, thus keeping them into a state of servitude and loving it at the same time; its called a state of “ignorance”  True freedom is when an individual has complete control over himself/herself and that is not so of course; even the socalled disbelievers are “locked into the same vise” but dont know it of course they are no more “enlightened” than the others, just using different belief systems to uphold their views!  They point the finger at the “ignorant” while at the same time other fingers in their hand point to them; they just happen to be “educated fools” rather than uneducated fools!  Both have a lot to learn of course! Its possible that the socalled educated fool could have the same “low consciousness rating, as the uneducated person” and also possible that the socalled “ignorant person based “on appearances of course, has a much higher consciousness as the “educated fool” Common Sense is the “highest form of  perception that exist on this planet; and education and common sense has “nothing in common” – an anomaly of course – because “intution which is the foundation of “common sense” goes far beyond the scope of the egocentric mentality, the beta 21-14 cycle per second, thus relegating ego mentality into the lowest level possible for human beings on this planet!  This “fact” is naturally disputed by recognized authorities on EGOS!
This is a strange “anomaly” – when a person “get an idea” he/she thinks that the idea is “theirs” when it is “not theirs at all”.  Where did the idea come from, it had to come from some where, and how does “ideas” happen on their own.  Did anyone ever try to investigate, understand, perceive “what ideas are all about”  Of course not!  why not!  simply said the person who got the idea, and there could be many who just happend to “tune in” like tuning into a radio station etc., and history proves that when it happens people on the right frequency band, also get the idea at the same time, – SAYS THAT THE IDEA IS THEIRS AND THEIRS ALONE, even though that “in the first place had nothing to do in creating the “idea”;there ego takes “full credit” for it!  The ego since it controls the mind set of all egocentirc people, people who know nothing about “who they really are which is more than a physical body of course, makes sure it gets “full credit/cash for their ideas.  Ideas they tuned into, just happen to be at the right frequency, its understood as “simple as that”! So who should get the credit?  That will be discussed in time of course!\
So it appears that things are happening all around us and we do not know it!  There is an Energy called the LIFE FORCE that seems to be “calling all of the shots”, and allows us, our ego, to take the credit/cash for it!  Its is called by the people who have reached amazing heights of consciousness as: OmniPresent, Omniscient, and OmniPotent –  Powers that perhaps created everything manifest and unmanifest, and there are many systems out there devised by high souls that have written books, systems about that: The most famous perhaps is the Cabalistic System, the Tree of Life – and there are others of course, the Theosophists, Madam Balavsky etc.
In time we will get involved with these systems – that is if we have members who are interested of course –
There appears to be a “war” between two worlds  – the materialist world that we live in; and the socalled non materialisstic world, we call the socalled “spiritual world”  –  many wars over thousands and thousands of years, were fought over “who is the right heir between different belief systems for the purpose of who will control the “masses” out there!  Who will rule the world, whose god is the real god etc. etc. etc. Alexander the Great with Aristotle – used atheizm as its model, pure power – all of the empires that followed had their own gods of course, then for some reason a person called Jesus which was not his name of course since he was not connected with  theheathen, gentile  world, he was an ultraorthodox Hebrew, that Paul believed was the Messiah.  Paul’s mission if I am not mistaken was to convert heathens to the Hebrew Torah; a chore that the Torah, the Hebrew Bible said “not to do”; he changed the Torah, why? to gain followers.  Once the Romans killed him in time Constadine converted the whole Roman Empire to this new religion called Christianity.
Why am I reviewing this known information?  That is a good question of course; I am doing that to show why and how “minds work”  –  how “ideas” work and using Paul as an example of how our mind, ideas literally “change the world”  IT DID AT THAT TIME INDISIPUTABLY of course  – why did Constandine convert his kingdom under a new god?  Who knows most likely to save it from destruction – since Rome was on the way out at the time! And it worked of course, but then since then wars erupted between the different believers of Christianity, as it happened also with the Muslim faith; and that is “current” as you know!
All of this is brought up because it deals all with the EGOMIND; not the spiritual mind of course where the precepts, beliefs, etc. have no connection whatsoever with the materialistic world which is a world of “duality” which means that wars between peoples, and everything that must happen in a “materialistic world” “must have a winner and must have a loser”
On the higher worlds there is NO DUALITY, which means only love, beauty, and all of the goodness that “can” exist in the world amongst people “can and must happen; there is no NEGATIVITY ON THIS PLANE OF EXISTENCE.
The purpose of this thesis is to in a simple way without getting “involved” with the usual “wordfest” of scholars who do more harm than good  unknowingly of course, simplicity is the key to truth; not scholarly methodologies which do the opposite of “simplicity”  Its an ego way of settling differences  – where there is “truth” there is no differences,\
For scholars that is a ridiculous statement and should be of course; not so for the “enlightened; pithy statements are more powerful than a book of a thousand pages!
The case of “cause and effect”  –  here in the egoinfested  world of materialization – egos consider “effect” as the “cause” since they know nothing about the world that goes beyond the physical dimension. They call the effect, the cause since they have no choice in the matter!  Accepting that “fact” thus means that ego people are living in a world of “false belief systems”  –  in time I will discuss this “fact” thoroughly of course – right now we are just getting started, clearing the debris that still “hangs out” in our psyche – notions not valid, never were valid, never were contested in the real sense; they all need “airing of course”  Airing means allowing “fresh air” to come in; allowing the inner eyes, and ears to hear “beyond” the physical dimension.
Consider this for a moment, if we believe that the “effect  IS, the cause then conclusions are “false premises”  –  its called inner lying, lying to oneself, and unfortunately this egoworld supports this view!  A view that says, the effect, the experience not the reason for the experience, but the experience itself is the cause  A FANTASTIC FALSE BELIEF SYSTEM.

SuperConsciousness Perfection

SuperConsciousness Perfection: deals with Beingness that has fulfilled its highest degree of attainment usually refered to as Cosmic Consciusness. Perhaps never attained in only one lifetime but many many many llifetimes. Great Avatars of the past that religions stemmed from Jesus, Moses, Buddah etc. -religion per se is not needed to reach this state of cnsciousness since many of India’s gurus have – and some have returned to the material world like SaiBab as an example and he in particularly  is a perfect example of the truth of re-incarnation!  In his particular case, it was prophesize.  They are now awaiting for the new Sai Baba since the last one died perhaps ten years ago.  As mentioned in the introduction to proof that the metaphysical world exists; he pruposely manifest “out of thin air” and this is on video tape, it is not “just a story” physical articles.  A feat that “cannot” be duplicated by anyone on this planet before and after other than by Sai Baba.  People getting healed by another is a common occurrence, many people including myself have done that since my consciusness rating enables me to do that, again as mentioned in my introductory remarks.

On an individual basis (soul consciousness “perfection exists since souls are one with the ONE, each soul, individual is merged with the POWER that gives LIFE TO EVERYTHING MANIFESTED AND UNMANIFESTED.
#5  Thus TIME/SPACE cannot compare or even “influence” the principle and action of the SuperConscious World that I am depicting, never did, never will – One is the socalled lower dimension/world where duality, right wrong, yes/no good/bad, the linear way of “reality”; the other is the opposite there is no duality, its “non linear; the other is linear”; one is the right hemisphere/ the other the left; one is ruled “completely” by the “inimical ego; the other by the loving “soul”; one requires a low consciousness “one requires at least a 300 consciousness rating to exist/ the other only needs the lowly 100 consciousness reading, lower than 100 is the level of the animal kingdom.
THE AMAZING THING IS THAT OUR MATERIAL WORLD WHICH OPERATES STARTING AT THE ONE HUNDRED LEVEL – controls 98% of the population , not the other way around ! controlled by THE EGOCENTRIC POWERS not the SUPERCONSCIOUS powers; the reason for the mayhem, murder, chaos, depressions, climate changes and many other manifestations  that are ‘inimical to Mankind” mental, emotional, physical and spiritual of course!  AND VERY FEW PEOPLE KNOW THAT?
wHY?  monkey see, monkey do, birds of a feather flock together, low consciousness lacks what this blog is in the “process of dissemanting ; the “lack of consciousness, awareness; the power of the egocentric diseased
mind, emotions, spirituality, and certainly our diseased bodies which of course is the “result”!
Our educational institutions and even so called religious institutions what about them?  I cant and wont discuss that because  “it isnt necessary to get involved with that, what has to be faced up to and discussed, can be done without those factors.  That is left up to each individual; and as said, getting involved with that is totally unnecessary in the short and long of it because what a person needs to “get out of their “ego prison” is just to discover their ignorance, which egomentality does its best to hide, of course!
blog #4(a)
Although there is a proliferation of all kinds of advisor, teachers, socalled Masters/Adepts, they are not needed because after everything is “said/done” there is only one teacher/ the soul of the individual of course!
The reasons for these supposedly “enlightened souls” is to prove the “existence of the “superconscious”; that it is not a “fable” i.e. Sai Baba, and the miracles that  I was personally involved with which if not already revealed will be as we progress with this blog.  In time this blog will show “evidence” of others of course
How do we “interact with what we call Nature for want of a better word?
Nature for the “ordinary person” means the UNIVERSE of course, so how does the Universe work?  Without getting into the “deep science involved” which could “only” be theories, which “do not” have to be true – my intention is to make it as simple so that even “simple people” could grasp its significance – that is not their ego for egos are not “too smart” as they say, its their “soul”, their common sense SELF, their  “inner self/intuitive self”
What am I saying?  I am saying that Nature which functions on the principle of “vibrations since everything moves “constantly” not physically speaking by vibrationally speaking.  Yes we have storms, hurricanes and many physical activities constantly in motion; I am not talking about those vibrations/ frequencies I am talking about the vibrations that we “limited human beings” can see with our physical eyes,; hear with our physical ears, etc. etc.  I am talking about “hearing my intuition when it “talks to me”, which is not in an audible way; the reason why egos pay no attention at all to theirs!
Blog 4 (a)  atoms are at this point in understanding, that is their action, vibration the main substance to the world’s creation.  Without atoms there is no known physical world, and perhaps that is also true when it comes to the action/effect of the “subtle world” of atoms. Something that scientist know nothing about, that the mystics live and breath in!  We will in time investigate this when we continue with this blog i.e. “listening to the Sound Current” an Indian method used to  develop “superconsciousness”.  As one gets proficient with this “sound current” he/she the intutitive forces of the individual in time of course “senses” not with their outer senses as we do in our materialized form but as said with our “inner senses” the atoms that I am talking about.  Great psychics are great because they are always using their “inner senses”; being a psychic all of my life, I can attest to this fact. I did not develop this ability in this lifetime, I came in with it from previous lifetimes; reached a point back in the eighties that saved people’s lives from dying, all of this is documented of course!  Asked my channel why nothing happened after that period, the reply came immediately.  We saved the lives of these people just to proof to you and others, that first of all, “we exist” secondly, that we can do that anytime we want to, we do not have to duplicate for the sake of the present medical system in your world that says: unless it can be duplicated its meaningLESS.  On the higher dimensions is this sheer NONSENSE!  Once a person crosses a river swimming, provided he is not sick, and well, he can do it again – the present medical system being in my opinion and in the opinion of medical doctors that is “enlightened medical doctors,  who do not believe in drugs per se, constantly disprove this theory – why other than what I said?  Every human being is unlike every other human being and to put them in a “stall like an animal, and treat them like an animal, from that using the animal results is an INSULT to everyone soul!  We have an animal body that is true, but animals do not have souls, only human beings have souls.  Souls are unique to the point that each has their own “journey” –  and should not allow themselves to succumb to the false belief systems of only only their doctors per se, but from all ideologies that contemn them unknowingly which I call “ignorance/self imprisonment” –  and they do unfortunately!
The “right person, the right teacher as the saying goes, “when the student is “ready” the teacher will appear”  That goes counter to how our educational system works – for some reason they feel that their qualifications gives them “the right” to make decisions for people because of these qualifications: which of course is pure nonsense the reason why professionals in general put these certificates of achievement on their walls to impress future clients.
How does superconscious mentality deal with situations concerning  “how help comes to people without them “managing everything socalled “in advance”, the LINEAR WAY, the EGOWAY, which of course prevents the “natural way” FROM HAPPENING!  taking all present eventuality into consideration!  They are taught all this of course by our egocentric system of teaching, again its the left brain, linear system controlling the right brain non linear system.
I have been doing the non linear system all of my life because as I said, I cm e in that way, and I have been successful in everything that I did where I was responsible; where I depended on others, it did not work out at all since where their at and I am at was not the same place.  Growing up, and even u to todays date, I never found anyone like me  that is completely. Found people with different “aspects as me” but not like me, I had to take second best –  they are very good friends nevertheless.  I am talking about the kids, and later friends that I had – as said, I had to be satisfied with “what I had” Married a girl that I fell in love with and for reasons discovered later on, found why, and I may have mentioned this in the itnroductories, the marriage, and the divorce was instituted by my “channel” to save my life, she and her psychologist were cogs in the wheel as they say!
Once divorced, I left the ego cage I was in for over fifty years; put my wings on and took off for California almost forty years ago, found Shangrila, was finally free from the shakes of the  egocentric dualistic linear world persecutors, knowingly or unknowingly it doesnt matter, blind or not blind, their crucifying work must go on, – ignorance is endemic, an epidemic, the reason for this blog of course –  people reading this blog do it for a reason, what is it other than looking for their own shangrila, their own freedom, I am writing it because of the word “altruism” a word that has for perhaps hundreds or thousands of years been “laid to rest in some outlandish cemetary somewhere,where it will never ever see the Light of Day!  My blog is to reincarnate this word, put it back to work where it belongs, why? Someone must do it, it might as well be me before I die!
I see life as you know by now, differently that 98% of the people on this planet, I see the “undercurrent which are responsible ” for what is on top” 98% of the people only see the top, know nothing about the how’s, dont know that they even exist, in fact call “EFFECT”, cause! now who in their right mind would do that?  EGO DO, why? because of not only low consciousness but because they want to “believe”  it!  They cant imagine that the recent socalled accident or event was “not” cause” – he/she it caused the problem; they cannot even start to “imagine” that there could be another “reason”!  But as they grow into consciousness they will in time discover that their cause was caused by other forces impinging on their consciousness. thus I will discuss the next point in this blog #4.
# 4 (a)
What we call life has a LIFE  of its own.  Now what does that mean?  I just mentioned that what people believe to be “cause”; any cause it doesnt matter what cause but “cause itself” is NOT CAUSE, its EFFECT.  They do so because they dont “know any better”well this segment of the bog is meant so that they willl “know better”  Every ocean, every thought, every idea, in fact everthing that materialized either physically mentally emotionally and spiritually has a belief attached to it that I would call “cause”, the beginning, – knowing this it would be impossible to “believe” that a materialized fact, anything happening physically, mentally emotionally on this material plane of existence CAN BE A CAUSE ITS AN IMPOSSIBILITY – before anything can be produced physically, it first must start from the idea stage, the socalled formative stage, which especially egos would know nothing about – that alone disqualifies egos from insisting that what happened to them per se, was not the effect which it was of course, but the cause.  i.e. “you caused me to do this, is just one example of course”  Unfortunately  psychologist etc. know nothing about  the socalled “unseen world”
Now getting back to “when the student is ready, the teacher will appear” Now what does that mean?  It means that in this rarified world, the higher dimensions that do exist for the enlightened of course, and even for the unenlightened since all cause whether we like it or not emenates from that dimension –  it says, “we are in charge, we represent the Universe and its Laws, we are one with the ONE, every soul on this planet is one with US.
As the aspirant grows in consciousness, this “realization grows and grows” likewise.
next blog will be BLOG #5

About my blog – Concentration


The clarion call that everyone who is familiar with the internet system, keeps harping; and that is the word “content” well I will not be “short of content” meaningful content of course. Right now I am dealing with helping people overcome their problem with the word “concentration” First of all concentration has nothing to do with what we call “will power, and word “effort” neither is needed for concentration. If that is the case, what “is” concentration? The simple explaination is “simple”; all a person has to do is simply “direct their attention to ONE POINT, in other words dont allow your monkey mind to wander “all over the place”, and that in time should become effortless. So do not allow anything that would cause you to diversitize your attention. Unfortunately most if not all people, dont know this simple procedure – they resort to the word will, and effort which does not and should not work! Lesson two/concentration: There is something called controlled concentration, which for me means, “being totally in charge of the person’s “consciousness” which we will discuss in a moment. The word “meditation” comes into the process, and that can easily confuse what I am talking about. It for some reason people believe that only spiritual purposes deal with meditation, that can be true, but in this case, it appears that what makes meditation work also makes concentration also work! Without the spiritual aspects to it. So it appears that “intention” is the key – in this particular case the “intention” is basically involved with the simple word “concentration” As you all know the “monkey of our mind, goes all over the place, whether we know it or not; its called “chitchat” and for most if not all people, one way or another controls our thoughts, actions, behavior, the whole works! The idea is to “still the mind” and the best way of doing it is by concentrating on just one thing, at a time! I do it when I “channel” since that is “how my channel” works; its concentrated power, it works thru all my physical sense also: – clairaudio, clairsensitivity, and clairvoyantly – not all at one time of course. if it does I am not aware of it – That is all for the time being no. 2 will be coming up next. love

Letter – 3

Dear Richard,

Your son will be hanging out with hoy ploy; fellas that will support each other “up the line”its not what you know, its who you know”- and who said that?  You did of course!
It was his “idea” to switch schools; so he does have “ambition”; hidden perhaps but the “idea of being rich was/is the motivator of course”
Rich people do not make money working; they make it by “investing” as you well know!  your mother wouldnt know that of course! why?  something missing of course! she only knows that money is meant to “spend” -when she leaves this world, what will be seen on the “balance sheet” will be a pile of 00000000’s.
I am thrilled to know that Nicholas “on his own” made it happen!  you will find a load of aaa’s and bbbb’s in his performance in his new environment.
Why? because of self motivation; nothing can complete with self motivation; how do I know?  it appears that all of my brothers are/were self motivators – perhaps my generation  – taking nothing and making something out of it – however, what I wrote in a way doesnt show that literally since I personally directly  and indirectly “made it possible for them and some of their kids” to live in socalled “grand manner”!
Who knows what the “future may bring”?
Only “the Shadow Knows” of course.
Nothing “ventured; nothing gained”     The “wisdom” of my channel which existed with me “from birth of course”  -guided my life, indirectly your life, the life of your mother – had absolutely nothing to do with your brother Steven of course;  his is a wasted life – like many “wasted lives” – why his soul decided to “come back” is beyond me, other than to curse me and perhaps your mother for being “bad parents” which neither of us were in truth.  Neither of us abused him in any way; and that is true for you also.  I accuse your mother of course when she “forced me to allow her to go to college” –  she set it all up of course – Mrs Weiss , tuition that money  I made was there  for four yrs.   If I refused at that time, what would have happened to our marriage?  The answer was there wide open for anyone to see, my marriage would have “been hell”; propf of t hat that result happened ten yrs latter, as soon as she was proclaimed as a PHd  –  I wasnt in her “class” any longer -sje went looking for PHd’s; I was now expemdable.  Loyalty? Love? what’s that?
Human nature is it human?  Or is it something else?
Egpcemtricity rules our world ; the world of “human nature”  Your mother is a perfect example of “human nature”  –
and you know others who are also examples of “human nature” to be sure.
You have heard this story many times of course, most likely tired of me repeating it, that I am sure, so why do I continue doing so?
I do it so because I  cant believe that “people could be like that”! even though I am proof of it (your mother of course) – !  How can people be so “selfish”?
but then my mother your bobie was like tht to the highest degree, on the same level as your mother but more so; she would cut your throat for a “buck”  Your uncle is like that also!  What kind of people are like that?
I know that you can rattle off names of people like that of course, and say “that s par for the course” they are “not exceptions at all; the are the rule; the social system that we live in today, and yesterday, nothing new, nothing to consider or feel upset over!
Well I am upset over it have been for years  – even though I have experienced it beyond the confines of  my personal life, i.e. Stephen, and your mother;  my brother George who I never liked even as a kid – his egocentricity was noticeable at a very young age –  I liked my father since he “had no ego at all” – worked with him for six yrs; never saw any resemblance to ego at all.
My brother Dave is also an egoless type of person; totally dominated by his firstand second wife of course – he is an admirable person –
So it seems that I refuse to “bend” to the notion of “that is the way it is” because that “notion” is contemptible to the highest degree and I will not “lower” my self esteem by “bowing down to it”
Another reason why I want “my own blog” ; my site is practically written off since I have no control over it – allowed contemptible egos to run it !
Altruism does not exist on this planet earth  – never did exist on this planet eartj – because planet earth”s frequency is “not conducive to “truth”
Truth in its “true sense” and the word Ego – have nothing in common!
Truth requires “altruism” – thus where there is no altruizm there is no “truth”!
Why does truth require altruism, which when properly defined means  – “loving others first, before loving oneself”   Something that is not only strange, but incomprehensible for even the most informed educated person alive today!
THUS TRUTH CANNOT EXIST ON THE PLANE OF EXISTENCE WE CALL MOTHER EARTH, regarding the behavior of socalled human beings.
SELFISHNESS is the rule, not the exception!
How do I know?  I have lived it all of my life – up to the age of 90!
Sensitivity is what’s missing of course and what is sensitivity?  Egos lack sensitivity because with it there cannot be any ego!
Egos thrive on the fact that egos lack sensitivity.  i.e. my mother , your mother lacked sensitivity to the highest degree because when it came to who “gets their way” – they always come first!  Regardless of “what is etc.
In truth, people like my mother, your mother, had to depend on the “power over” others to feed their ego needs; they lacked their own inner powers; people like that are mighty sickminded people and you  and  I see tht all of the time of course!
What happened with bobie’s soul when her physical ego body died; that is a very good question mark of course.  She fought death mightedly since I was there witnessing that event; it was frightening, fierce, and tortures –  I dont want to witness any event like that in the future; she was not peaceful.;- Milton had a person come that was able to prepare her properly for her new life!  As soon as he arrived, he used good energy that allowed her to “die peacefully”.
Your mother already prepared herself when she came to me as you well know, and asked for forgiveness; which I gave her.  I did not forgive her “acts” since they could”not be forgiven”;  egos are not meant to be forgiven, but destroyed!
The socalled “evils of the world” are ego motivations of course – Satan<Devil and similar terms are all egocentric methods of control  – bobie, and your mother, exemplified these evil forces – unknowingly of course!
Lying, cheating, stealing and a host of other “evils” –  masterly connived to appear as if “normal”;-  hoodwinks people into believing that  –  its ok since “everyone does it”

Letter – 1

Hi Richard,

He is not an old decrepid man – even when I couldnt see, walk, etc. I was “not an old decrepit man” – sounds like somethings missing doesnt it?  Of course, cant see, cant hear, cant walk very well, sounds like an “old decrepit man” to me doesnt it?
True! as a rule “it is an old decrepit man if I believed that “i was an old decrepit man” which I never did despite the “evidence”  How is that possible?
If the “evidence is there right in front of me and others why shouldnt I believe it”?
Well the truth is I didnt believe it; I knew being psychically oriented that what I was experiencing was the result of punishing my body,mind,emotions, and not my spirituality – my spirituality stayed “constant” “my psychic self stayed constant”
So what is the “moral of the story”?
The moral of the story is simply:  “who I really am is “not determined by my physical body and physical senses”; that is true for the people “who dont know the difference, I do of course and what has transpired in my life of which you personally was heavily involved with as a witness and helper of course –
IS PROOF POSITIVE  of  the “forces” that made this transformation possible. He of course was also  –  he saw all of the ups and downs of course; watched me all of the time, took me where I had to go etc. etc.
I had you, I had him – and fortunately found two fellas who showed up mysteriously helping me move, and one of them assisting me in my new home at times of course!
So epitome’s do happen in different ways of course  –  the problem of course with epitome’s is that  they do not happen wherein they can be “recognized” thus the person gains very little “understanding” which the epitomes were “meant to convey”
As a person “grows in consciousness, epitome’s and other magical means of communication”  the reliance on the egoworld slowly dies out until he/she “knowing the differences” has complete control of their lives.
The reason I was able to overcome “all of the odds” –  not get involved with egocentric professionals who mean well of course, but are unsuitable to go beyond their own limited understanding of “what is, just is” which is a “false belief system because, “what is, just is” according to the egoworld is based on “false premises”; another reason I want a blog –
My blog hopefully will be my channels  blog of course, not mine.  Its purpose of course is to make “people aware” that there is a SUBTLE force in this world that prompts the changes that happens in this world constantly and that “no ego” since it is very “limited in knowledge, understanding and discernment” is capable of coping with this “fact”  Our educational systems are 100% invested in the world of egocentricity!


Letter – 2

Hi Richard,

Had a very long talk with Nicholas concerning his “future”; made him “realize” that no student likes the courses that are “forced” on them. I didnt of course both in grammar and high school, however I did it the best I could to graduate both of course!  Its unfortunate that the school system is so “decadent” that it does not prepare kids even right up to and beyond college for them “to make a living” why?
You got out of college, could you earn a living, of course you found “jobs” to support yourself,; but   for me you didnt need a college education for that, and the kids leaving college if not technical or professional, will find that out also.
So I made Nicholas “realize” that he must “prepare himself “on his own” not depend on his college degree, though he will need it of course – you have three degrees, and that is impressive of course to the point you did find a good position working for our government, and reach a prominent position like your mother of course  – I am sure that if antisemitizm did not force me out of the job I had as a civil servant I would have also reached the socalled peak position in our government.
But then if I did, who knows what my three brothers and their kids would be doing today for a living  – as you know, the hardware store that I founded, put George into a real estate business; the business bought aload of property from the landlord we had at the time; Bobie bought a business for Dave a hardware business in the North End where he and Kenny made a very good living – Milton of course worked with George until George left the business to expand his real estate business.
The guy who started it all  – just dissapeared from the business world at the age of 50 and you know who that is of course!
Anyway – your son now “knows the score”  – its up to him to architect his future which I outlined to him this morning  – which is , get the best marks in subjects you do not like –  put time into things that you “do like” – which I call journalizm/communication/public relations etc. plus the advances in the socalled tech world  –
Once he has completed the required crappo, he then will know very well, what courses he should pursue, not wait until the last moment! he must stay abrreast of all of the changes that happen while in college, will in graduate work, etc. etc.
The same reason why you left your job at this stage of the “game”; to pursue your passion.
I pursued my passion with the help of your mother of course; by divorcing me she gave me my freedom which I embraced with “all of my heart”
Before Sara; my mother your bobie called all of the shots”  I got married to get away from her of course but still “fell into the pit”  –   bobie was not subtle; your mother used “her power” in a very subtle manner – as long as she was “subtle” I could live with her; when she became”botie” that was the end of our marriage
So hopefully your son will in time find what he really enjoys learning, practicing and whatever; find his passion,things he likes to talk about, listen to, write about etc. once he does that “he is on his way”
A little anecdote, you know we opened another hardware store while my father was still alive; my intention of course was to have a “string of hardware stores, ambition I never lacked, – when my father died, I lost complete interest in the hardware business.  I never got over his sudden death; he was not sick at the time; he did have an agina problem with his heart circulation, but not bedridden etc.
I loved my father as much as a loathed my mother so when he died, I had to get out of his grasp/house  – Got attracted to Sara, got infatuated which resulted in a marriage of course!